Everyone was always rooting for our relationship…

So right now, I am binge-watching of all things Bar Rescue and, of course, blogging and processing things about what happened in my 27-year relationship with him. Bar Rescue is a formulaic show. There is a bar that is failing, Jon Taffer (the host) shows up and recons the bar to see what is making …

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Out of the castle…

Out of the castle for a few days in sunny and warm Costa Rica while the snow and cold surround the castle. As many of you (the 2-3 people) that read this know, I lost my husband to suicide this summer. I wanted to take time to talk about mental health and the extremes that …

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Nursiepoo’s grieving…

This will be an unhinged post, so fair warning. On May 22, one of the worst chapters in my life ended. I was honestly happy, although it didn't require his death; he just needed to be the fuck out of my life. This letter to him… is raw emotion, so you have been warned. Dear …

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An overdue follow-up…

Way back in March, when I was young and naïve and thought, "I will recommit to a daily blog, I talked about the Vanessa Guillen act and how it did nothing to deal with survivors. Well, finally the "next few days," have happened and here is one of the follow-ups. Be warned; I am going …

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