Screaming Into the Void (And Listening for the Echo)

          Do you ever wonder if people are just tired of hearing from you?   That’s been on my mind lately—more than I expected. Ever since the fertilizer hit the ventilator, I’ve had a friend tell me, “You say too much.” And maybe I do. Maybe the resurrection of this blog …

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“The Road Back: Regret, Recovery, and Redefining the Circle”

            Okay, back to a little bit of personal growth and the things that have happened since this blog was a regular thing back in 2020.   I’ve spoken before about the loss of my husband. There are times I discount the relationship we had—not because it didn’t matter, but …

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I Forgot Who I Was Before Him — Now What?

A lot has happened to me since this blog started and since the last entry I made. I am well as well as can be, but you'll find out more as I intend to bring this blog back in the hopes that I can begin the newest chapter / chapters in my life, the chapters …

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Everyone was always rooting for our relationship…

So right now, I am binge-watching of all things Bar Rescue and, of course, blogging and processing things about what happened in my 27-year relationship with him. Bar Rescue is a formulaic show. There is a bar that is failing, Jon Taffer (the host) shows up and recons the bar to see what is making …

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