Well, you're here today—and so am I. But what’s happened since his death? Oh boy, do I have a yarn for you. Let’s rewind. From about a year before the suicide until January of 2024, I believed I was spiraling because of substance use. It seemed like the obvious culprit—how else could things have …
Continue reading A Stroke of Realization
It's been a minute, and in the past two years, both nursie poo and the castle have changed. Let's catch up. We were sorta of, kinda coming out of the more significant part of the pandemic. The pandemic screwed up life as we know it in ways, we are only now seeing two years later. …
Been talking to myself forever, yeah And how I wish I knew me better, yeah Still sitting on a shelf and never Never seen the sunshine brighter And it feels like me On a good day Oceanlab featuring Above and Beyond A song about self-realization and, to me, a song about daily struggles. …
I think it's probably time I stop caring so much about what other people say. It seems like they're always trying to tell me how to live my life, and it's not working out so well for them. What am I missing? I have a lot on my plate at this point in life, but …
Continue reading My notes to myself on why I should stop caring about things…
