Has Somebody Ever Fucked Up Your Head So Bad You Can’t Even Be Happy Anymore?

A reflection on holidays, grief, PTSD, recovery, and the quiet reality of being alone without being broken.

I Got Stuck (But I’m Still Here)

Healing, Fallout, holidays, trauma, sobriety, and the slow work of learning how to exist after abuse. This is what being “functional” looks like right now.

Nala Goes to Wendover

A short trip to Wendover turned into a lesson in patience, service-dog etiquette, and why “no, you can’t pet her” isn’t up for debate.

It’s a favorite time of year here in the wasteland: Halloween.

It’s Halloween in the wasteland, and mischief is back on the menu. Between Fallout events, mental health reflections, and a quick trip to the Nevada border, I’m reminded that sometimes the safest bet isn’t on a slot machine — it’s on showing up for yourself.