Why I Trust NPCs More Than People Right Now

Sometimes I joke that Fallout is cheaper than therapy. That’s not entirely fair — therapy is doing its job — but Fallout does something different. It gives my brain a place to land. When the world feels loud, hostile, and unpredictable, the wasteland is oddly structured. There are rules. There are objectives. There is a …

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85 Seconds to Midnight (and I’m Going Back to the Wasteland)

Sometimes the post-apocalyptic world feels safer than the real one. On grief, Fallout, narcissism, and why listening matters more than shouting.

Has Somebody Ever Fucked Up Your Head So Bad You Can’t Even Be Happy Anymore?

A reflection on holidays, grief, PTSD, recovery, and the quiet reality of being alone without being broken.

I Got Stuck (But I’m Still Here)

Healing, Fallout, holidays, trauma, sobriety, and the slow work of learning how to exist after abuse. This is what being “functional” looks like right now.